So, our school has 2 tortoises. We named them Shelly and Sheldon. They separated during weekdays and together during weekend for some specific purposes. I was not in very good condition this morning there were so much in my mind I felt so dizzy so when I was in the basement I looked and starred at them blankly. If they could talk maybe they will question us as human, why do we put them separately and build such a barrier when it is very possible for them to live together. But since there are nothing they can do so they just eat, drink, and enjoy their live while waiting patiently for weekend. I reflected on my life, the barrier in Shelly and Sheldon life is like all differences between me and the person or the thing I really want to be with. No matter how close it is to happen, but the barrier will always be there. Unlike shelly and Sheldon which can do nothing, we can do something. When it comes to a person, if we want to be together with him or her we need to work on how break the barrier and live together. When it comes to a thing well it can’t work together with us to break the barrier, we are the one who needs to break it and reach that thing. After we try to break it as best as we can all we have to do next is patiently wait like Shelly and Sheldon wait for weekend till God tell us we’ve waited enough and just believe if it’s meant to be it will be. As simple as that, why so serious.
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I was tough,
Till the time he vanished, The one I thought for having him was just enough, The one I always missed, I lost, Too shy to run and ask for help, To them once before I didn't really care, But they treated me the other way, Opened their hand, Reached me out like I never bring them down They threw me birthday, When I didn't really remember theirs, They listened, even I badly hurt some of them, Said "where are you" when I said "I think I need to talk" I was so selfish So rubbish To them who were there during my bad time But I run during my good time So sorry and Thank you but not next. Dedicated to Bukis, Airen, Lalu, Fari, Teh Intan, Makcik, Uwa, Mas Ditya, Anes and my number 1 friday evening priority: Rima, Ilya, Faris and Rahman and every great friends in my life. and those who became "next" stil.. Thankyou. To you or to it
In the moment I say I DO Through The Best and The worst In the joy and the pain I won't run I will be there, I will stay Till God whisper to my heart say I’ve done enough Now let go. Then I'll let go “Don’t say I didn’t warn you” Said the brain
“I knew and I hated it when you are right” stated the heart “Be more realistic, you are a grown up lady” said the brain again. “You are being so selfish. Why is it so hard for us to agree on something or someone?” Asked the heart again “First I am not selfish; second we just haven’t find the right thing or person. Once we find one, we don’t need to argue anymore.” Answered the brain. “But when? Or how? I just simply want what I want. And plus how to know if he or it is the one?” Insisted the heart “Whatever you say, rockhead” replied the brain For years I used to say Let it flow for many things
But Last night I was in the deep thought if what let it “flow” Here are some definitions of what “flow” is: VERB 1. (of a liquid, gas, or electricity) move steadily and continuously in a current or stream. "from here the river flows north" · NOUN 2. the action or fact of moving along in a steady, continuous stream. "the flow of water into the pond" In both of definition of flow as a verb and a Noun steady and continuous were highlighted. So, what I assume if we let something flow means we just follow the steady stream and do no more about it. In love I said “Let it flow” In work I said “Let it flow” In education I said “Let it flow” Unconsciously I don’t do extra effort to achieve what I want because I just follow the stream. Take love as an example. Let say in relationships, a couple is not sure yet where will this go then they say just let it flow. When they say “let it flow” in an uncertainty, the “let it flow” will be like a spell for them to surrender to the current circumstances It will be different if they say “Let it flow” when they are doing extra effort for their love, they will steadily and continuously do it till they “arrive” to a point they dreamed of and the point after. A soul is sleeping while waiting for the dawn where another soul somewhere is waiting for the dusk. They are living in different time zone but smile at their phone screen at the same time. Why does someone far away can make us smile shyly, greatly, and passionately while we have many people we can see everyday? Why do we "choose" that certain person?
Why do people stay in long distance relationship? why don't their heart stay with someone they can see most of the time? More than hundred thousands girls in Jakarta why do a Jakarta man give his heart to an irish girl in Ireland and vice versa? Simply, love knows its place and distance is not a matter. Illogical indeed but the heart knows what it wants. "Gak semua hal harus kamu pahami, terkadang cukup kamu nikmati" |
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January 2023
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