I skipped sad song on my playlist and listened to love songs lately
And start smiling without no reason No imagination of a certain face on my mind No Instagram account I stalked Not enough money on my account to go travel the world Well you know I love money But I am feeling something I never had I thought I am falling in love But what so funny is I have no idea to whom or to what I am falling for Whatever or whoever that is, I wish I found’em sooner So that I can love’em longer. Any same experience?
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Few months ago I used to have a friend who always went for coffee with me almost every saturday night. We went all around Jakarta only for coffee.
When I was in Malaysia two months ago I scrolled up the town only to get refreshing "street" coffee. In my office I have 2 person I called bestfriends, not sure how it started but if one of us ordered coffee then we will order for the other two. It only apply for coffee. I don't really hang out with my sister but few days ago during our trip back to Jakarta from Cilegon we agreed to take a rest in starbuck and enjoyed coffee. Just now I got weird message from my friend we didn't really talk but once he texted me he only questioned me if I wanna have coffee or not. I am not too addicted to coffee but yeah coffee is magic. Coffee brings the world together. Coffee makes strangers become friends, friends become lovers So wanna have some coffee? Kita hanya manusia, tak apa jika lelah
Lelah akan rasa yang tak terbalas Lelah dengan usaha yang seolah tak berbuah Rehatlah, ini tidak salah Yang salah jika kamu terus merasa Lelah Atau merasa tidak boleh Lelah Jika pelukan menenangkan Maka temuilah, Namun… Jika bahkan tak ada pundak untuk bersandar Mereka benar, masih ada bumi untuk bersujud.. With no intention for not being grateful for every blessing I've got
Since the beginning of last year till now I have experienced so many lost I lost many people I love and meaningful things No matter how hard I tried to hold them on, even sacrificing my life I still lost them It might be a wrong concept But the more I experience lost, the more I get used to it All I'll do is seizing the moment with what I have left Cause Bebe rexha said, every hello just means good bye Come on, do you think I am gonna write a love story? Life is not only about love or lust my dear.
Why do we move on? To find better job, better place to live in, supporting environment, new love, and all better things. Nobody decide to move on to get worse life. Move on is not as easy as Nike slogan. Take me as an example. For the recent two weeks I worked 7/7 from 05.30 a.m to 09.00 p.m or even midnight. I got so tired and sometimes I felt life is unfair and got so bored with this not so liveable city for 8 years. But well Thanks Jakarta you gave me what so called life. I was in Bandung last month and I felt in love with the city. Yes, traffic is everywhere but then it less crowded than Jakarta. The air is still fresh in some part of the city, I love the way they talk in Sundanese and luckily I am Sundanese so I could understand them, people are quite nice and well in conclusion it’s liveable. Then some days ago I talked to my friend about my plan to move to Bandung to start a new life. Again, if life is like Nike’s slogan I’ll just do it. I’ll pack up my stuff, find a job as a teacher there and rent a house. Sound so simple isn’t it? But then I told him if I have no family there, no close friend, even further from my parent, and I need to start my career there from zero again. How do I afford my necessities? I can’t pay bill just by “hatur nuhun” well it means Thank you. So will I move? Well I need to make precise planning for this. Don’t I? In career and love moving on is normal Indeed, but what I am trying to tell you here is if you want to move please be completely ready for the risks and make a right planning. Don’t just “do it”. P.S ; Meski tidak mudah, ada Indah disetiap pindah yang Lillah. |
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January 2023
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