I just posted my selfie picture in my Facebook a teacher from my Junior High School commented " Perasaan koq kurusan? or in Enlish "You look skinnier". Two days ago after 4 years finally I met my High School Senior and he said " Lah, koq kurus banget" meaning "What? You are so skinny". I sent my non-hijab picture to my mom and she asked me to stop sending her my selfie picture because she thought I look like a zombie, LOL.
So here's the story, Years ago i was around 60 kg and my height was only 150cm. I had a chubby cheek, fat tummy and probaby looked so ugly till I got bully. I still clearly remember a boy said " If she (me) is the only one girl in this world I still don't want to be her BF". Ugh! I felt embarassed of how i looked, I felt down, till I hated myself at that time. In 2011 Once I started my university I begun to do my diet by only eating rice for my lunch and do some regular excercises. ( In Indonesia, we usually have rice for breakfast, lunch and dinner. And we'll say " I haven't eat" when we haven't eat rice even we already ate sandwiches, hotdogs or whatever.) It wasn't work well till I only lost around 10 kg in 4 years HAHAHAH. Two months ago I started to do zumba twice a week and sticked to my diet. Now I am 44 kg and my height is still 150. I lost my chubby cheek but then they said I am a little bit skinny. While they know I still do zumba till now they keep saying "Are you gonna loose more weight? You need to gain a little bit more weight not loosing it". But now I don't really care of what they say because I am Happy to do zumba and it's also because no matter how your body shape is you will always need excercise to keep your body health. Aaaaaaand plus Inner beauty is more important in living the life as a human. Because “What's the whole point of being pretty on the outside when you’re so ugly on the inside?” ― Jess C. Scott, I'm Pretty
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3/4/2018 01:37:43 pm
It's amazing how caught up we can all become in matters of weight and appearance. It sounds like you've made some healthy decisions and feel good about them. Good for you!
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Aida
3/4/2018 11:44:12 pm
Thank you. I am still trying to have healthy life style. I wish we all can do it :D
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